Trauma
8 Dec 2020 11:15am Thoughts on things. Writing feels like surrender. _____ 29 Feb 2021 10:00am It's so mysterious, the wounds that lie underneath, lying in wait for uncovering and exposing to the sun and air. I must venture down to them and dig around and bear what they are bearing, but more deliberately and with clear seeing. To bear what they are bearing is to acknowledge that they are part of me and to include them, to validate their part in my existence and the equally valid and enriching part they have to play in my contribution to the world, past, present and future. I find the topic of "choice" to be supremely relevant at these times. It seems to me that no matter how many times I fail or succeed, fall down or get up...the now I'm currently facing is what matters in the end...in the now! It is this perpetually renewable resource of ending and beginning, of happening. Constantly demanding participation at a level that engages the heart. It doesn't seem to...